Angeleah (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} arsbirds) wrote,@ 2008-05-06 01:44:00 |
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I mine as well leave this place.
If everyone leaves me, then, why can't I be the first one to leave? Why can't others be sad for once instead of me? Being proactive might also mean being selfish. Besides that, it's not like I havne't talked about my desire to leave for a while. Money has always been my obstacle. I need more of it.
I seemed to keep getting remeinding of past memories and it makes me sick.
The more and more I want to leave though the more and more I want to stay. I happen to like my job. I happen to like my friends.
And If I can love then why can't they love me? I failed in that task. So I mine as well just take the invitations I am given and go with it.
If everyone leaves me, then, why can't I be the first one to leave? Why can't others be sad for once instead of me? Being proactive might also mean being selfish. Besides that, it's not like I havne't talked about my desire to leave for a while. Money has always been my obstacle. I need more of it.
I seemed to keep getting remeinding of past memories and it makes me sick.
The more and more I want to leave though the more and more I want to stay. I happen to like my job. I happen to like my friends.
And If I can love then why can't they love me? I failed in that task. So I mine as well just take the invitations I am given and go with it.
